Monday, August 15, 2011

pain specialist, in town dr. appt and this weekend

well since my last post last week, i went to my in town doctor because the pain in my side got worse and i was hoping for some kind of UTI or bladder issues, bad new/good news it was nothing serious *had to undergo a CT scan immediatrely) ad news is it's just pain from probably a spine tumor! nothing they can do! i then went to a pain specialist on Friday my neurolosurgepon and my neurologists both talked about doing epidural type injections into my spinal cord where I'm free of tumors to kill my nerve causing the pain, but the first thing this doctor said was it's not possible into the spinal colum it's to risky. I asked if there was anything he could do for muscle spots, he did injections into three sore muscle masses and that did provide relief a total of three days, I'm allowed to have the shots once a week, but my mom gets tired of driving to Indy so much! I didn't stay home with my aunbt and a friend over the weekend I joined my family down at my sisters for my niece Megan's 2nd and Heather's 31st bday parties.. so i missed my reunion, I hear not many showed came thought, none of the peo0ple I knew well from school days were going except my friend Laura and her husband David. anyone who reads this really pray for me, I am really lost with why I've got to suffe4r so much with no end in sight. my family keeps talking about a family vacation in the year 2012, if i feel as bad as I do now, that's going to be over a year of bad suffering, death is not in my near future but I'm pretty suire I'll not be able to put off surgery that long tumors grow spraticly, please pray for my family to understand this, they just keep telling me I'm sorry you have to deal with it all, but... they need me here so i keep waking up in the morning and going with them but it's getting mroe and more difficult to wake up in the mornings! so be praying if I am too make it til October 2012 that some miracle happens that there is something they can do for the pain, and lord for bid pray that the tumors don't grow! thank you!

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